This has not been going good...

I can't lie.  I haven't stuck with my plan as well as I'd hoped.  I got a 3 day migraine so I was out of commission and hurting not to mention puking and therefore unable to go forward :(  Today I just gouged myself cause I felt better but quite empty.  I will do better.  Especially when I finally go back to work and can plan my three squares a day.  I have to get serious before I get diabetes!  It's true how they say the older you are the harder it gets.  I hate hard.  Pray for me!